Love
By Melanie Guerrero
Love
It's the sweetest thing one can ever think of
A deep swim in the everlasting abyss you don't want to get yourself out of
These feelings are so strong that every time you are together you could just drop everything else
Lock out the whole world because the only thing that matters to you is the word "us"
Just you two
A "only me and you"
Situation
Taking a vacation
To be with that special someone you care about so much
And never want to let go of
You would drop everything just to be with them and do anything to aid them
Just as long as you could be together again
Just as long as you could see their pretty face again
As long as this feeling lasts you will never let go
This love you share is the only thing you ever want to know
Even if you fight or hurt each other sometimes
There are still good times
Right?
And then one day you realize things weren't going the way you thought it was
A mistreatment going on behind your back and everyone was there to cover it up
You feel you should give up but you'd rather forgive
Your feelings will always keep it "real" for them no matter how long you live
Willing to take a chance
You take them back
Hoping for a change
Have faith in them baby
They won't always be that way
Pick yourself up and get back on track
You're missing on time for the unconditional love that you can give and the love that you lack
And throughout this time you feel that you have grown to love them more and more
Coming closer together as one and no one can bust the floor
You proudly stand on
The stable ground of this gathered up love you think you can depend on
But along with these
Come insecurities
Unsure it is
What it is
When everyone is telling that they're no good
Even people you never thought would
And soon enough you dig up lies hidden in the bluff
You cry so hard but you don't want to give up
All because you want to keep together your heart
And without this love you are absolutely, positively sure, you will fall apart
You can't go on because you can't live or breathe unless you have this love
You don't want to wake up
You can't concentrate
You feel it's slowin' down your heart rate
These beats are for you baby, just for you
If only you could hear it boo
If only...
If only is all the hope you could ever have
Always walking with your head down trying to be glad
You can't find your way around it
Even if you'd tried so much to talk about it
And been left ignored
But when you're giving up even though you love them so much you blurt it out (I wanna break up)
And finally they try to turn around - for you
But it isn't the same
All this time you've been tryin'
This "love"
This entity of "love" isn't what you're supposed to call it
As far as you know your heart had already fallen
And broken
And no matter how much they try for you
And no matter how much you try for them
It will never be the same
Even all the affection you want to give
Drains away in one whiff
You're cold
You're hardened
And what can you do
Now that you're broken up
You're still left along totally screwed
Trying to cover up what they have left behind for you
A trail more worse than the last
But hopefully you'll be able to deal when you've already been driven crazy from the past
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